Here I lie by myself, naked, feeling the air conditioning cooling my body and reading without being able to concentrate because the only thing on my mind is you. Dreaming …
What it would be like to be part of your life, to witness your talents, to caress your skin, to run my fingers through your hair, to feel your breath near my lips, to feel my heart racing as you approach slowly smiling at me.
To be in the same room with you, seating back, watching you playing your guitar, creating art; sounds that come from your heart and your soul. Observing your eyebrows frown, your eyes closing as you feel that note, as you sink deep into what you are feeling and transforming it into a sound … and all I can think of as I imagine you is how much I want to reach out, touch you, and let go.
My daydreaming becomes almost real as I see you playing with your eyes closed, so immersed in what you are feeling. I cannot help but slowly get up without making any noise trying to not distract you. Slowly walking towards you, quietly, my heart racing with anticipation as I get closer to you and place myself behind you. I lightly touch the collar of your t-shirt making you shiver. I ask you to keep playing and focus on what you are doing as I run my fingers along your nape barely brushing your hair. I lean towards you to place tiny little kisses on the side of your neck causing your breathing to stop. I whisper in your ear “breathe baby, keep playing please”. You oblige but are having a hard time staying focused as your body fills with distracting sensations. I continue to run my hands through your hair playing, as I trace your nape with my lips. I can feel my heart beating faster as your breathing catches.
I wrap my arms under your arms and embrace your chest feeling your heart beat. I whisper in your ear “Honey, I like watching you do what you love, it turns me on”. I continue to massage your chest feeling your nipples reacting to my touch as you get aroused. I continue kissing your neck, playing with your earlobe in between my lips, letting you feel my breathing as it becomes heavier. I stop for a second and whisper “I want you so badly”.
You cannot hold it anymore and put the guitar against your desk and pull me onto your lap. I straddle you, smiling at you. Our eyes meet, and as we lock eyes, our breathing stops with anticipation. I stop and hold your face in my hands admiring your beautiful eyes as I smile; I lightly kiss the tip of your nose, your cheeks, your forehead, your chin, appreciating every inch of your being. I stop at your chin slowly opening my mouth and gently biting it, savoring the way you taste, enjoying the feeling of your facial hair against my soft, moist lips and tongue. I explore underneath your chin, down your neck kissing it lovingly. I am dying to kiss your lips but I stop myself while exploring the rest of your face and neck with my lips; inhaling your aroma.
You cannot take it anymore and run your hand up to the back of my hair, firmly holding me near your lips. I smile at you as you get closer to me trying to kiss my lips; I gently pull back teasing you, lightly brushing my open lips against yours but not long enough for you to trap them with yours. You smile grabbing me more firmly and pulling me into you. You take my breath away as I part my moist lips to meet yours. I feel my entire body melting as you kiss me deeper, feeling your tongue dancing with mine. All I want is to become one with you as we breathe into each other, lightly biting your lips, tracing them with the tip of my tongue, lightly sucking as I feel your hands move down towards my hips. You grab my hips and pull me into you closer to make me feel how much you want me. I press my hips into you as my breathing gets deeper, and slowly rock my hips against you making me fall like the missing piece in this puzzle. Your grip becomes stronger as you make me grind firmer against your hardness. I can feel my being palpitating with desire.
I hold your face in between my hands kissing you, you run your hands down the side of my legs and pull my dress up as your hands explore my body all the way to my back. The feeling of my dress rising with your hands excites me and makes me nervous at the same time, I moan into your lips feeling my back arch in pleasure, breathing into you. The feeling of your hands exploring my naked back makes me feel so vulnerable and so wanted at the same time. I cannot wait to feel your hands exploring the rest of my body. Your hands move up and down my torso, grazing the sides of my breast. My body quivers feeling your strong hands caressing with desire, my naked legs exposed. My hands slowly start to explore your skin as I take your t-shirt off because I cannot wait anymore. All I want is to feel your warm skin against mine. You kiss my naked shoulders as you pull the sleeves of my dress down exposing my torso. All I want is to embrace but you stop me as you take me in with your eyes. We lock eyes for a couple of seconds and the desire overwhelms me. I embrace you pressing my breast against your chest, kissing you passionately as I run my hands up and down your back wanting to become one with you.