briansbarkery, thank you is a subtle way you just motivated me reply. I, like you have had thoughts in regards to my daughter. She now 21 and in college and I can tell you I never pushed those thoughts. No matter, how much hidden burning desire there might have been. Mostly, not advancing on those...well, for lack of a better word, "Demons". When I was very young, no more then 5 years old. My 16yr. old, oldest brother started breaking me in by teaching me how to orally satisfy my oldest sister (15 yrs old at the time). Then it became just him and I. Or, Sis would bring her school friend's over after school and I was left to perform (orally)with many of them. I just thought that's how everyone's family is. While yes, I did enjoy eating pussy and from what the girls said. I was good at it and at such an age (Must add here, that this is something that today, I probably enjoy more then anything else. But, even as a child, I knew there was a darkness around this.

Before I go too much further and have my own full page story. I will. finish with, this continued until I was 11 years old. In August of that year, 1975. My brother died in whats still considered local lure of "mysterious circumstance's" ... Bullshit, he shot himself in the head. Usually, fairly effective if you want to cash out.

I vowed, that this behavior would not happen with my kids. It did not! But the thoughts....they were always there.